The first time I truly experienced my vagina as alive... this is what happened.
“I entered myself, tears streaming down my face with the realization that this was the first time in my life that my body had been entered with this level of presence, care, compassion, reverence, attunement, and a total lack of destinations.”
My warm, patient, forgiving fingers slowly journeyed deeper within me, stopping every few moments to breathe, to feel, to check in, to listen, to actively receive myself, to be.
To let my own body guide me, rather than believing the lie that the mind somehow knows best
The safety and attentiveness I offered myself were a healing balm I had no idea I needed this badly.
But my body knew.
This was almost seven years ago during my first Yoni Mapping practice.
It was… revelatory to say the least, as it allowed me to experience my body as alive.
As its own vibrant organism pulsing with living wisdom, instinct, memory, insight, responsiveness, ancestral history, connection, and creative healing abilities beyond what science could ever quantify or categorize.
You see, the body responds to you in direct proportion to how you self-pleasure.
When sex and masturbation are always something to rush, extract from, perform, “get over with,” or “just get to the goal” –
The body never has the needed space to truly feel what’s been hiding under the layers of numbness, bracing, tensing, goal-orientation, comparison, and mental distractions.
Approaching your body with the intention to “fix” or change it only disconnects you from yourself.
The only thing that needs changing is how you relate to the body.
Like any living, conscious being, the body responds to you in direct proportion to how you relate to it.
And for many women, the sex center specifically has collectively become a storehouse for a lifetime of repressed shame, guilt, fear, disgust, judgment, pain, tension, and unworthiness.
I’ve found that healing and releasing these “stuck” emotions is not rocket science. It actually tends to be incredibly intuitive and simple.
But simple is not “easy.”
Especially when what’s required is genuine love, curiosity, deep listening, patience, and compassion for ourselves… in a world that’s trained us since birth to be at war with our bodies.
What's intuitive may not feel "natural" in such a disconnected society.
My fiery, soul-led mission is to teach women exactly how to come home to themselves.
In a way that feels like the most epic love story you could ever f**king imagine.
A way that feels more like a remembrance than anything else.
I want your body, heart, sex, and spirit to truly feel like your temple.
Are you wanting to feel more erotic aliveness, turn-on, body love, and oceanic internal pleasure...
While learning the unique language of your own sexuality and how your body communicates with you?
If so, join us next week inside of Inner Sanctum.
If you've been feeling at all called to dive into somatic sexual healing work but haven't wanted to fully commit to a whole program or coaching container...
Inner Sanctum is a rare, unique, and immensely effective opportunity to work with me in a very low-cost, low-commitment way.
You will learn tools, teachings, and techniques that you can literally implement for the rest. of. your. life.
Inner Sanctum will equip you with the exact tools that have taken countless women from numb & disconnected to wild pleasure & vibrant sensation (if practiced over time!).
This is the exact class that I would want my own future daughter, sister, mother, friends, and honestly the entire world to take.
This is the exact class that I would want to be implemented in schools globally.
This is the class that would have shifted my entire experience of sex, intimacy, self-love, confidence, worthiness, pleasure, and body fluency years ago.
Inner Sanctum is my most loved, signature somatic Erotic Education class that empowers you with the pelvic-awakening practice of vulva and vagina mapping...
And much, much more 💦
You'll have lifetime access to the virtual class, as well as a prerecorded Yoni Mapping guided ceremony and deep-dive workshop to explore in your own time.
I've now led this immersion from the jungles of Costa Rica to the craziness of New York City, and now you get to experience this transformative, ritualistic practice for yourself — from the privacy, comfort, and accessibility of your home (with lifetime access to the replays).
It takes courage to say yes to yourself.
Your body will thank you.
With love and pleasure,
Nadine
Nadine Hamilton
Integrative Sex & Embodiment Coach ⊹ Somatic Intimacy Educator ⊹ Host of The Sensuous